I know some people think I’m weird for always looking at babies and little kids and saying ‘aww’, even though they aren’t doing anything cute or funny. They think I want a baby right now but in reality, I want a baby…someday. Not now, not in the next couple of years, but maybe in 8 or 10. I never really thought of it, but your baby is part of you and another person. It’s solely yours and your creation is beautiful no matter what. Every time I see a pregnant woman, they’re glowing and so happy. I can’t wait for that to be me far in the future.
I know I’m not the only one who wants this in their future. So, I’m not weird! It’s just something I’d definitely want before I die. And of course, it’d be with someone I truly love with all my heart.
Gotta wake up at 8:30 tomorrow and I can’t sleep. Currently 1:19 am and usually I’d be sleeping and listening to your snoring through Skype. But…it didn’t happen…Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep. But this is annoying and my head hurts. & I’m just rambling on and on about stupid shit. Ugh, I’m a horrible person.
On a better note, 4 months and 13 days until you come here…or is that a bad note? That’s still so far away from now.