I hope you know that I don’t like to cry in front of you. I like to be shown as a strong girl. So when I cry, you know that somethings really wrong. You gotta give me a really long warm hug. You gotta make me smile again. Do something to tell me you care a lot.
I feel like I’m talking to a stranger. You’re not the same person that I fell in love with and I’m so unhappy.
Only 11 more days until I go back and I’m afraid to see what will unfold between us. I already know I’m going to resent you. What do you expect? I’ve gone to bed sad more times than I’ve been happy this entire summer.
I just hope things go back to normal within the first week and if not, if we’re unfixable, I guess I’ll move on. I just don’t understand how you can’t treat me the way I treat you. If you love someone, treat them like you do. I’m not some girl that’ll wait around for you to be a man and give me everything I give you.
Fucking mind blowing how selfish you can be sometimes.
“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.”—Kurt Vonnegut (via onlinecounsellingcollege)